i feel bad for you
i feel smug for me
i feel glad that she
left you all lonely.
i feel guilt
i feel pain
i feel messed up
all over again
i can hear that
dark laugh in my head
we are no more
we are yesterday
i know.
i feel bad
i feel good
i feel much
more than i should
This is why
you and i
may never
have that
elusive
happy ending
and why
i understand
your garbled
language
one fruitcake
to another.
